disintegrate

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in the distance, i shouted " why me?"
in the distance, i cried out for your help.
in the distance, i sat on the floor and sobbed.

the droplets flowed down like a river- disappointment and sadness overwhelmed me.
i was angry and i was frustrated. i was not angry at You but i was angry because there were no alternatives. the truth overwhelmed and consumed me. i could not escape and i could not hide. i knew you wanted me to embrace it but i was reluctant.

i called out for Your peace and in the distance, i could hear you say " my child, you are not alone."

but i still feel so far away from you, Lord. i feel that no matter how much i pray to you, it seems like you are always drifting further away from me. it is like you are completely gone and i am left here alone. where are you, Lord?

there is no distance ahead of me, is there?
i dont want any distance. i just want you.

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let me find rest in my soul.